My World on My Shoulders

I grew up at the bottom of the bottoms,
Slums ghettos Hood whatever y'all call em,
Way down Where the slime of the earth stay crawling,
Hard to make It to the top when your world always falling, around you violence surrounds you life astounds you,
To live and die in LA profound you??
Mind boggling scenes of drive bys at three,
Just hanging from the monkey bars and they almost shot me,
Moved to Kompton and it got even worse how kould this be,
Walks to the bus stop head kould be blown off shit is crazy,
But bullets don't have names on them don't matter you a grown ass man or brendas baby,
Where my dad to save me Oh he out at sea somewhere in the navy,
Step by step I do this for my Hood,
I represent the good,
I do it for my friends family,
Do it not kuhz they asked me,
Hero in the shadows that's why they kall me ghastly,
Kompton kompton I got my world on my shoulders,
Heavier than a thousand boulders,
I do it for the youth I'ma carry it til I grow older,
My world on my shoulders,
First grade put me in the bad klass kuhz I stole something,
Only bad ass kid with a sweater vest on ain't that something,
Then i won the spelling be just had to show em something,
Like I owed them something,
Tried to skip me several times put me in advance classes like that's where we want him,
Prodigy child future lawyer politician choices they give him,
Straight A's all the way to high school and he a Christian,
He's perfect there's nothing missing,
Restore order to Kompton was his mission,
But he's hurt he's mentally limping,
How will he ever still hold a world up??
Its not like he kan just ask for help he gotta look tough,
Young eastie nigga evolved into an afrikan king,
Young black man with change the world dreams,
Change the world not teams,
He ain't no lebron James he Kobe working on his sixth ring,
Yeah that's his dreams but they being kut at the seams,
How kould one city put so much pressure on one man,
Yeah he failed us y'all what did you expect him to make one stand, dayum
Just give em a chance,
Just look he at his Superman stance,
Everything he do is skeptical everything he does is imaginable,
Everything he do now every little two step every move that looks like a Superman dance,
He is responsible,
Now that's a lot of weight on this young mans heart,
That's a lot weight in this young mans back
Where does this young man start,
I think he already did he kant see the finish line but this young man kan never go back,
That's a fact and that's that, every night I go to sleep with the world on my back,
Like its tatted in my skin,
If this is the case is carrying the world a sin??
Kuhz it seems like everyone is after him,
Why wish for somebody else's life to end??

uncatchable

Uncatchable
I don't try hard enough I don't try hard enough everything I do is mpossible I Go week after week doing the impossible women will never understand the shit I go thru Just to be with you Women have it easy sitting back waiting for the man to find them do you know how many men I have to beat to get to you I profess my love And I'm seen as just another nigga who has a krush on you Me on the other hand its like competing for an Olympic gold medal
You will never know what its like to be a man searching for that soul mate let alone me searching Every blue moon a girl that I happen to like likes me back but either way I still may never find the one I have to settle for whoever is catching the bait Im throwing while you wait and get caught by some hot shot but the poor man who kant afford to get next to you fuck what's a normal Guy like me supposed to do??