Darkness

I think about more than I speak but I forget,
Holding back thoughts makes me regret,
2 say the thoughts that I had kept,
From the world,
Now I feel lost lyke I missed a step,
Stumbling thru my life with 2 eyes but blind,
Faster than the wind watches for the win but I'm running out of time,
Waiting for success 2 kall my number but no sure if I'm in the ryght line,
Not even sure it has the ryght number,
Friends passing me by seems 2 make me wonder,
How many more winters I'll see how many summers,
Missed breaks mistakes all stupid blunders,
Got so many problems I just need 2 eradicate,
Let alcohol loose for juice kuhz I need that concentrate,
Everyone wants 2 say they wanna help but never participate,
Just need 2 settle down success will come around then celebrate,
I wake up 2 defeat lyke I'm sleeping head-to-toe with the enemy,
Mayne mayne this darkness in my heart is killin me,
No lights on in my brain if you feeling me,
Puppet for chaos and all for pay-offs who is wielding me,
Doubters haters friends none of them believing me,
Waiting waiting but the ride for success keeps leaving me,
Now I'm stuck here waiting for failure 2 retrieve me,
If I was knocking at your door would you receive me,
Or would you not answer like you not home deceive me,
The world doesn't need me, appealing me,
Naw I'm a joker in poker no dealing me,
Mayne I told yall that this darkness was killin me...
Ghastly

Unthinkable

Yo what's up Ma,
Not from new york but I kould be for u ma,
Future girlie got me grinning ma,
Do anything for u, got me out here stealing ma,
Holding hands we just chillen ma,
Just a youngster got me thinking about children ma,
And that's love that you feeling ma,
But I found out you were double dealing ma,
Playing the game u was killin ma,
Aint no rooms for third wheeling ma,
Making me wanna do the unthinkable jump off a building ma,
But I didn't my heart did tho now its dead,
I wood be blue if I wasn't so kovered in red,
Got me staring at yo side of the bed,
Its 2 perfect is what everyone said,
Living the depressed life with no heart,
U stole it now I spend my nites and days sitting in the dark,
Drunk by noon I feel lyke my soul was torn apart,
My feelings for you were off the charts,
What's worse is my saying they told me so,
Even in the summer time my hearts so kold,
Icebox there fa sho, all bekuz u turned out 2 be a hoe...
Ghastly

Erase Her

When you fuck friends
then they fuck yo friends
it never ends, its a circle
and u got a circle of fuck it friends,
and now you no longer fuck with them,
Fuckin women,
Grin akross my face,
As I see her walk into my place,
But she not there 2 mess with me fuckin disgrace,
And its always an excuse a reason I listen 2 her plead her kase,
Either way its yo decision so this talk is a fuckin waste,
She rejected me, left me,
I thought she would forever love ghastly,
For a point in life we were happy,
But then she met my friends and things changed drastically,
She fell for his tired game,
I guess some yamps just have no shame,
Now I want 2 erase her use the back of my pencil,
Someone go in steal her memory from my fuckin mental,

I want 2 erase her,
Her fuckin life,
Those fuckin types,
Texting me at fuckin nite,
This bitch,
I erase her messages,
that she sent,
Now she krying she making me promises,
2 stop this shyt,
I just wish, she wood vanish,
Lyke fuckin light,
So where's the switch,
Maybe this is a dream a nightmare,
Whoever the architect made it elaborate,
I'm stuck in limbo styll waiting on my fuckin kick,

I said imma see ya, is that a tear,
I'm about 2 apparate that means disappear,
I don't answer her kalls don't follow her no more,
Don't facebook me chat me don't poke me fuckin slur,
She the chalk on my blackboard,
Where's the eraser, I need 2 even the skore,
My heart was a piggy jar,
She broke it with a hammer,
Punctured it with a straw,
Lyke in a kool aid jammer,
Put a arrow thru my heart but she not Cupid,
Sitting alone in the dark feeling fuckin stupid,
The shyt she put me thru got me ready 2 fuckin lose it,
My friends knew didn't tell me scandalous just left me clueless,
Now I wish I kould Mase her, leave and just replace her,
Destroy her pictures I kant face her,
All this work she put me thru where's my eraser so I kan erase her.
Chea!! Ghastly!!

Free Domo (Free Mason Remix)

I feel lyke a slave, never been a rich nygga,
Will I live thru the day?? pigs kould pull the trigga,
We a lost people, our culture is centuries old,
Minds are lethal, responsible for the shyt they sold,
Ignorance is crazy they here 2 attack,
Death smiles at us all so I smile back,
I got so many thoughts don't expect me 2 hold,
Community conditions the world is so cold,
I kant fail, this is my tale,
Tea Party members they want me 2 kill, lyke what's the deal??
Uhh this is so simple, flow aimed at the hate lyke a missile,
Free Domo, Kure Kancer,
No Spaceship, no blasters,
I did have a father but yes I am a bastard,
Lost my faith I guess I need a Pastor,
No time for dinner no sleep for winners,
No regret for me I guess I speak for the sinners,
Slave expansion, forced upon us was God,
Feel lyke slave days you sure this is a paying job,
Accepted in2 college I guess u made it, nygga
Only kuhz your black is how they played it, nygga
So they hitting LA next,
Things got dangerous so I'm hitting LAX,
So, so I L-A-X-ed Let's All Exit and rejoice with the best,
Somone once told me I wouldn't amount anything,
Now no amount is 2 hi, I kan do anything,

Chorus
I feel lyke a slave, never been a rich nygga,
Will I live thru the day?? pigs kould pull the trigga,
Started in Afrika now we worldwide,
The cause put in2 action will never die,
(Repeat)

Verse 2
Pilgrims kouldn't do nothing with me they put the pigs on me,
Lil man in the game they put the bigs on me,
Rumors of dropping, They thought I was dust,
But I'm still here 2 they surprise kick my leg up,
haters fear me, if u hate ghastly,
Just say you hate me,
Fuck all this hater mail, I'm not in jail,
This is destiny steering,
I failed another klass, and yall nyggas cheering,
He who is perfect shall tell me I'm wrong,
Our problems are bigger, so big they need clearance,
Bro I said I was a drinker, not that I'm a drink her,
These thoughts u need 2 drink up,
Amazed at the fact that I'm a thinker,
Family and friends I would have never made it without them,
10 shots later and nobody wins,
Bruises on my skin shows I've been thru thick and thin,
Yamps please stop, I'm on my 4th year but a rapist I'm not,
My Kappa piece blooded I dare you 2 kut it,
Keep your eyes off my prize you basic motherfuckers,
Its Ghastly Just Say You Love It!!
CHEA!!

Black Not a Kolor but a Passion

And I wonder if you know, I think being Black is my passion,
Everyday it's something new bringing new action,
We don't have time 2 sit back relaxing,
Eyes closed remembering about what happened,
walking down Bruin walk I hate this heat,
Naw it's not that, I hate UCLA under my feet,
This klass is about Europeans, welp I'm sleep,
These instituitions are the ones running the streets,
Ignorance spilling thru these students teeth,

Old white lady out front teaching me about history,
It's a mystery,
This passion is rooted all the way in the past like an oak tree,
Passionate about educating people who don't know me,
How are you going to teach me when you can't see,
If you kould see, you would know, that I'm no foe,
Like trying to beat a computer at tic-tac-toe,
It's just impossible,

Black people are always held responsible,
ALl these random facts are intangible,
And according to my estimation,
White people are the minority of this nation,
Racism in the US will never see eradication,
Self-empowerment is how I bring the man humiliation,
That's why I must march, protest,strike,
Eclectic group of demonstrations,

Just trying stop fumingating, of my people,
I'm justwondering when will racism be illegall??
Why is slavery still legal??

Noose bin a tree these are not rare cases,
If the sun shines at them then its racists,
Can't shine on them and our faces,
Well we ignorant people in smart places,
Chancellor doesn't realize that its more than one race, its races,
I got a questions is it still racism??

White overseers the presidents, chairpersons are clueless,
To the Black Movement, powering us move us,
Well the truth is, life is ruthless, To walk around blind us is foolish,
White slave owners chancelllors still ruling,
Racism at UCSD no redoing,
Now when I educate your mouth wide drooling,
Put in the work I know its grueling,
Afrika running thru my blood I'm choosing,

So from now on its no more excuses,
Well now you know my passion so pnder that DEUCES!!

Taking Classes Later

Bakk when they thought blakk people wood hurt UCLA,
Before they even had a scholars day,
So that shyt had 2 stop,
I felt lyke an innocent soul thinking insyde the box,
Now let's go,
Lyke drizzy said kampus life is krazy,
Where's Smallville at 2 save me,
Never see me drown my dad was in the Navy,
Special klass kuhz I had a bad year, never shed one tear,
Now I'm at ucla knokkin bakk beers,
Kant wait 2 kross stage as my family cheers,
Now I'm sober enough 2 talk about my dream house,
But all the while laying on my friends kouch,
Hmm should I kall some friends over,
Bottles of that bottles of that moscato and a game of poker,
On the flop I'm waiting for my range rover,
No goodlukk kuhz I got a red klover,
Draw straws 2 run the game my stikks much shorter,

But its another story over here Dom's mind,
I'm broke and I'm not getting paid 2 rhyme,
I'm laidbakk, hoping, that I find some money so I'm not broken,
Trynna succeed and be more than the
Token,
Styll wishing that the career path is ryght that I'm choosing,
They go Ghastly, Domi, Nicki, Domo,
He Not replying, where'd he go,
He some timing that lil scapegoat,
You never see his ass in the weightroom,
Wings on his klokk so he on his spaceship,
Wondering if these girls are worth while,
Every time I see him even if he sad he styll Smiling,
He always out somewhere partying,
21 now so he don't kare if they karding him,
Trynna find some peace,
So down 2 Earth hates when someone is super staring him,
What do u expect when when he's supposed 2 be prison bound,
Now look at him now holding the krown,

He's beastlier than cancer, Domo the beast, Domo the Monster,
Lyke Japan snatched all his sponsors,
For not reading from the tele-prompter,
For not kashing in when made an offer,
Not kuhz he dumb he actually much smarter,
But, when u reside in deep space,
Rugged mothafukka with no hair on my face,
Trynna do it big and not fall off lyke Mase,
Nothin 2 lose so Imma do whatever it takes,
My bars sun bathing in the summer,
Blowing up faster than a c.o.d. thumper,
Kooler than my shadow in the winter,
Ye and Lupe, all thrown in a blenda,
Daredevil Bullseye on point lyke a dart,
Even a blind man kan see in the dark,
Lost in my head I don't remember where I parked,

-Ghastly

My Own Father

When I had problems I was there for help,
When I got introuble I whipped out my own dayum belt,
My friends had fathers always wondered how that felt,
Kuhz when i was growing up i was a father 2 myself,

When i was six i taught myself how 2 ride a bike,
When i got sleepy i tucked myself in at night,
When i got bullied i taught myself how 2 fight,
Being a father 2 myself never knew what wasn't right,

When i got my krush i read a book on love,
Questions about ryght and wrong i looked for guidance up above,
Father-Son day at work never knew what that was,
Oh i got all A's didn't matter no father no one 2 judge,

How 2 drive a kar hmm, i styll kan't drive stikk,
Medicine and soup these things i gave myself when i was sikk,
Fish and camping never went on those trips,
People say i have a smart mouth, i taught myself how 2 talk shyt,

Sand pits playgrounds i pushed myself on the swings,
Basketball footballi taught myself how 2 play these things,
Just wanted someone 2 look up 2 i guess those were big dreams,
I'm alive and brilliant i guess he did give me good genes,

Teach me about respect and how 2 treat a women don't bother,
Raised myself all alone and my lil brother,
Nope never had a son, never had a daughter,
But you know what for the past 21 years I have been my own FATHER!!
-Ghastly

UCSD

This University is Publik in name Only!!

These are not rare cases,
If the sun shines at them then its racists,
Kant shine on them and our faces,
Well we ignorant people in smart places,
Chancellor doesn't realize that its more than one race its races,
I got a question is it styll racism??
White overseers are klueless,
2 the movement, powering blacks 2 move us,
Well the truth is, life is ruthless,
2 walk around blind 2 us is foolish,
Whyte owners chancellors styll ruling,
Racism at UCSD no redoing,
Now when I edukate yo mouth wide drooling,
Put in the work I know its grueling,
Afrika Running thru my blood I'm choosing,
So no more excuses,
Well I'm done ponder that...DEUCES!!
-Ghastly

Venus vs Mars Remix

Dom’s a iphone
Shawty got her ringtone,
She used to be fam,
I used 2 have my ring on,
Shawty had a benz I had 2 take the rims off,
Relationship is dim who kut the lights off,
Shawty play a lot of sports me I just ball,
Shawty well off im money stakks tall,
Shawty lyke Nas, me Jay-Z,
Screaming one mic, im screaming history,
Im on dark beers, shawty lyke light,
She was my world,
The left 2 my right,
U-C im from LA which means I’m a Bruin,
Shes a Trojan the kondom im choosin,



[Chorus]
Shawty kant win,
Dom the Superstar,
Shawty won’t sin,
Dom got bars,
Shawty got friends,
Dom goes far,
Shawty lyke gin,
Chekk the repertoire
Shawty look ten,
Dom no kar,
Shawty get it in,
Dom know stars,
Shawty sip hen,
Dom breaks jars,
Shawty gotta twin,
Venus Versus Mars,

We live purple and gold we both lyke Lakers,
We both lyke Kobe, We all got haters,
When I’m thinking, shawty got a hunch,
We both drinking, we might be drunk,
Shawty lyke Sierra Mist, me I lyke Sprite,
She kan lemon-lime twist, I kan just write,
Started at the kar, made the bedroom boom,
She loves my songs, she download me on itunes,
I lyke 2 be on top, she lyke it from the bakk,
Mark Antony and Cleopatra,
You kan kall us M.A.C.,
We both so hot watch us melt our souls,
Amazon 2 the Nile just watch the flows,

[Chorus]
Shawty kant win,
Dom the Superstar,
Shawty won’t sin,
Dom got bars,
Shawty got friends,
Dom goes far,
Shawty lyke gin,
Chekk the repertoire
Shawty look ten,
Dom no kar,
Shawty get it in,
Dom know stars,
Shawty sip hen,
Dom breaks jars,
Shawty gotta twin,
Venus Versus Mars,

Thought shawty was kool, she was a loozer in skool,
We were supposed 2 stay 2gether, played me for a fool,
I thought shawty liked Kobe, found owt she lyke Lebron,
Thought shawty was an angel, she shoulda been a pokemon,
She kalled me Superman, I was her hero,
Raging bull, she hates Robert De Niro,
She used 2 love rap,
Left me for the country,
Iphone battling playing Tap Tap,
Said I give her 2 much, shawty threw her hands up,
Shawty got Serena changed the whole game up,
We were inseparable, hands glued 2gether,
Our loves detachable, now we talk whenever,

[Chorus]
Shawty kant win,
Dom the Superstar,
Shawty won’t sin,
Dom got bars,
Shawty got friends,
Dom goes far,
Shawty lyke gin,
Chekk the repertoire
Shawty look ten,
Dom no kar,
Shawty get it in,
Dom know stars,
Shawty sip hen,
Dom breaks jars,
Shawty gotta twin,
Venus Versus Mars,
-Ghastly Dom

Hip-Hop does Love Me

Who kares who talks, who kares who listens,
Haters always hate lyke bytches always bytchin,
I'll do what I want so stay owt my kitchen,
No fake ass friends no lies no snitchin,
U wishin, that my ass wood just quit,
My lyfes a never ending road trip,
Fully equipped with a hater proof kit,
I just write my bars, I don't recite or spit,
Ghost writing, casper I'm on my ghastly tip,
Do u write yo own shyt?? Neva have 2 ask me this
kuhz I write so much I should have broken wrists,
With my pen I mentally rearrange a list,
I'm a lil bit if conscious with gansta twist,
The rap game my bytch, verbal abuse her lips,
Throw her in the bakk of my range and dip,
But she aint no flip, she'll neva cheat or split,
She sprung off nygga kuhz of my penmanship,
Kuhz who needs sex when u got this pen 2 kiss,
Its not my goofy laugh its my thoughts u miss,
I kame in2 yo lyfe lyke u made a wish,
The best thing about yo day lyke that morning piss, chea!!
-Ghastly Dom

FuKK UCLA

I had a horrible Sophmore Year!!

Stikks and stones will break my bones,
No financial aid, no grants and no loans,
All my plans have forever been postponed,
The world talks 2 me in the "u aint shyt" tone,
freesylin on my lyfe, problems off the top of the dome,
Why didn't I just stay at home,
Summer tyme virgin its doing me all wrong,
Premature goals, its getting good but not for long,
U kan feel the pain in this song,
Kant stand or walk I just kant be strong,
Sumthin not right lyke big girls wearing thongs,
Summer after summer and I styll didn't learn,
I'm styll sitting here waiting for my turn,
In murphy financial aid officers trynna b stern,
Fukk it give me the matches watch this shyt burn,
Look in2 my eyes u kan see I'm torn,
I'm battered and worn, owt
I need 2 just skream or showt,
Summer skool is the wrong route,
I shoulda just stayed on someone kouch,
Nikknaming me kalling me oscar the grouch,
Making things worst another insult, ouch,
Kontrolling and pushing buttons lyke dayum mouse,
Lyfe trynna divorce me lyke a bad spouse,

My teachers fukked me, my roommates fukked me
UCLA fukked me, naw
UCLA fukked got me pregnant then left me,
It went in raw,
Took my money while I was giving it jaw,
An I.O.U. Is all I saw,
They trynna stall,
Took my virginity but he won't even kall,
Promises in the summer, now its dayum near fall,
Is it my fault?? I did what he asked for,
Shyt and a lot more,
Feeling lyke ucla's whore,
They got me going bakk and forth,
And its not worth, anything,
Ucla already got a dayyum ring,
Its the pain that sting,
I'm just a little underling,
My thoughts are bubbling,
Which direktion am I heading,
I really don't know,
I'm ucla's hoe,
I kant stand 2 know,
I'm done with this flow...

I'm not one 2 be a bytch,
But uhh ucla raises its hand and makes me twitch,
Uhhh and don't kall me a snitch,
But uhh I'm just tired of they shyt,
Uhh so imma just spit,
Abowt some shyt on my list,
Uhh first off the financial aid officers should just quit,
And my professors kan just slit they wrists,
I guess u kould say I'm on my f ucla tip,
Its kool kuhz imma b outta here in a lil bit,
Just a lil twist, fake ass people I kant stand,
Saying what's up but talking shyt on the other hand,
Fake people seems 2 be a ucla brand,
Friends r fake, teachers 2, all fake lyke disneyland,

Walking down bruin walk 2 much heat,
Need sumthin 2 eat,
This klass keeps putting me 2 sleep,
I'm a kold blooded animal in these streets,
Bars fall owt my mouth lyke baby teeth,
Old lady owt front teaching me abowt history,
Its a mystery,
rooted in the past lyke a oak tree,
Expensive edukation all these hi ass fees,
how u gonna teach me when u kant see,
If u kould see, u wood know, that I'm no foe,
Lyke trynna beat a komputer at tic-tac-toe,
Its just impossible,
blakk people are always held responsible,
All these random fakts are intangible,
And according 2 my estimation,
Whyte people are the minority of this nation,
Racism in the U.S. Will never see eradication,
Self-empowerment is how I bring the man humiliation,
Marches, protest, strikes,
Eklektik group of demonstrations,
Just trynna stop the fumigating, of my people,
Im just wonderig when will racism be illegal??

Piece for My Dad

R.I.P. David T. Hampton I (My Father)

Whoever he is he took what wasn't his,
He took him from his wife and his kids,
my dad gone for life lyke he is doing a bid,
I styll remember all the nights spent at his krib,
Now I got nuthin 2 look up 2, I believed in u,
Snatched away my dreams, they will never kome true,
If he is real then this whole tyme he knew,
Styll let it happen, what kould you do,
I question him, how kould he do that 2 my mom,
Fukk that how kould you do me wrong,
Let my dad go lyke a played owt song,
He was changing, our relationship was looking bright,
Now he gone 7 years later shyt styll not ryght
If that's konsidered right then forget right, I might
Just say forget the world 2night,
Bang bang I'm gone extinguish my light,
No more dominik erase his life,
Where's the reset button,
Fingertips on it, I'm touchin,
Sign me up from the heaven or hell luncheon,
I'm gone its over no need for fussin,
I'm kursing 2 the sky hands held high,
Yellin over and over, how u let him DIE!!
How kould let him go, didn't u hear my skream,
I'll never get 2 play on a father-son softball team,
He died from a dayum 9mm magazine,
I was so innocent I was barely a teen,
He was my angel he had me under his wing,
Welp he gone, now listen 2 the fat lady sing,
-Ghastly Domo

I Love My Last Name!!

"My last name is the lyfe I wanna live,
My last name is the gift I wanna give,
My last name will be with my kids,
My last name will be worth 10 bids,
My last name is what my momma said,
My last name is why my dad is dead,
My last name my last name is my legacy,
My last name is Hampton no privacy,
If u had my last name u would know,
So my last my name is just for show,
Never growing tired of it,
But looking for her 2 share it with
Last name Hampton Chea!!"

-Ghastly Dom

R.I.P. HiP-HoP

How I Feel About Hip-Hop, More Koming Soon

I grew up 2 yo tune,
And now I live alone,
I live in a hip-hop free zone,
2 shots of rap and now its all gone,
But I miss u lyke u were family,
Almost lyke I lost a daddy,
Hip-hop sons are dirty,
All the lyrics trashy,
Thanks jerks are yall happy,
Hip-hop dead this kant b,
Where is talib kwali,
And what happened 2 the ROC.
Not abowt lyriks just money,
I remember when brenda had a baby,
This ratchet musik just a beat,
Made 2 get u owt yo seat,
But not made for u 2 think,
Mindless teens just blink,
Killed the game lyke a rotten tree,
Metaphor-less raps,
Not made for u 2 think consciously,
So Salute 2 tupac and B.I.G.
And R.I.P. Rap!! now weep,
Beep beep goes the sound of the jeep,
Lets all kill the autotune,
Illamtik used 2 blast in my room,
I'm tired of kryin for you,
Suicide I wood die for you

-Ghastly Dom

Do Ghost have Hearts??

Thoughts about my Battles with Love...

She kalled me her love advancement,
She an email I'm just another attachment,
She smiled kuhz she knew I was rappin,
She was with my friend b4 I knew what was happening,
When I see him he always laughing,
My heart and mind u knew they were krashin,
Sidekikk chikk tmobile no service and,
They in my mini feed just publishing,
Kall me a fool for rushing in,
Now I'm drinking my sorrows away just stumbling,
Huddle in, not trynna settle in,
All girls I'm punishing,
Its all yo fault for ruining,
My soul my heart my tranquility,
Kant stand a bytch look what u did 2 me,
Women and me got so much history,
But its all styll a mystery,
Through all the sorrow and misery,
U dictate my heart lyke a tyranny,

i hear my heart beat in my head,
i got love on my mind,
but not this tyme, please let love leave,
kant see my heart thats y i wear no sleeves,
love seems 2 weaken my knees,
what kould it be, y is it so nosey,
asleep in my bed makes it self cosy,
dont know why it chose me, am i its only,
person,
who runs from love, dont sit there and judge,
i never choose it i pikk none of the above,
kant skrub, it wont budge, no matter how long you sit in that tub,
Love seems 2 do what it wants,
leaves you now and komes bakk in a month,
even when im laying down it will make my ass jump,
never had acne but plenty of love bumps,
Not the type 2 be krazy watch me perform a love stunt,
Love sniffed me owt it went on a heart hunt,
im addikted 2 that love junk, bag it up throw it in a trunk,
trynna get rid of it, im skared you kan kall me a punk,
me and love im so dayum done, sorrow love's son,
Im just a step dad i kould never be number one,
0-2 im a loozer, but if i didnt find love then who WON??
-Ghastly Domo