Darkness

I think about more than I speak but I forget,
Holding back thoughts makes me regret,
2 say the thoughts that I had kept,
From the world,
Now I feel lost lyke I missed a step,
Stumbling thru my life with 2 eyes but blind,
Faster than the wind watches for the win but I'm running out of time,
Waiting for success 2 kall my number but no sure if I'm in the ryght line,
Not even sure it has the ryght number,
Friends passing me by seems 2 make me wonder,
How many more winters I'll see how many summers,
Missed breaks mistakes all stupid blunders,
Got so many problems I just need 2 eradicate,
Let alcohol loose for juice kuhz I need that concentrate,
Everyone wants 2 say they wanna help but never participate,
Just need 2 settle down success will come around then celebrate,
I wake up 2 defeat lyke I'm sleeping head-to-toe with the enemy,
Mayne mayne this darkness in my heart is killin me,
No lights on in my brain if you feeling me,
Puppet for chaos and all for pay-offs who is wielding me,
Doubters haters friends none of them believing me,
Waiting waiting but the ride for success keeps leaving me,
Now I'm stuck here waiting for failure 2 retrieve me,
If I was knocking at your door would you receive me,
Or would you not answer like you not home deceive me,
The world doesn't need me, appealing me,
Naw I'm a joker in poker no dealing me,
Mayne I told yall that this darkness was killin me...
Ghastly

Taking Classes Later

Bakk when they thought blakk people wood hurt UCLA,
Before they even had a scholars day,
So that shyt had 2 stop,
I felt lyke an innocent soul thinking insyde the box,
Now let's go,
Lyke drizzy said kampus life is krazy,
Where's Smallville at 2 save me,
Never see me drown my dad was in the Navy,
Special klass kuhz I had a bad year, never shed one tear,
Now I'm at ucla knokkin bakk beers,
Kant wait 2 kross stage as my family cheers,
Now I'm sober enough 2 talk about my dream house,
But all the while laying on my friends kouch,
Hmm should I kall some friends over,
Bottles of that bottles of that moscato and a game of poker,
On the flop I'm waiting for my range rover,
No goodlukk kuhz I got a red klover,
Draw straws 2 run the game my stikks much shorter,

But its another story over here Dom's mind,
I'm broke and I'm not getting paid 2 rhyme,
I'm laidbakk, hoping, that I find some money so I'm not broken,
Trynna succeed and be more than the
Token,
Styll wishing that the career path is ryght that I'm choosing,
They go Ghastly, Domi, Nicki, Domo,
He Not replying, where'd he go,
He some timing that lil scapegoat,
You never see his ass in the weightroom,
Wings on his klokk so he on his spaceship,
Wondering if these girls are worth while,
Every time I see him even if he sad he styll Smiling,
He always out somewhere partying,
21 now so he don't kare if they karding him,
Trynna find some peace,
So down 2 Earth hates when someone is super staring him,
What do u expect when when he's supposed 2 be prison bound,
Now look at him now holding the krown,

He's beastlier than cancer, Domo the beast, Domo the Monster,
Lyke Japan snatched all his sponsors,
For not reading from the tele-prompter,
For not kashing in when made an offer,
Not kuhz he dumb he actually much smarter,
But, when u reside in deep space,
Rugged mothafukka with no hair on my face,
Trynna do it big and not fall off lyke Mase,
Nothin 2 lose so Imma do whatever it takes,
My bars sun bathing in the summer,
Blowing up faster than a c.o.d. thumper,
Kooler than my shadow in the winter,
Ye and Lupe, all thrown in a blenda,
Daredevil Bullseye on point lyke a dart,
Even a blind man kan see in the dark,
Lost in my head I don't remember where I parked,

-Ghastly