Darkness

I think about more than I speak but I forget,
Holding back thoughts makes me regret,
2 say the thoughts that I had kept,
From the world,
Now I feel lost lyke I missed a step,
Stumbling thru my life with 2 eyes but blind,
Faster than the wind watches for the win but I'm running out of time,
Waiting for success 2 kall my number but no sure if I'm in the ryght line,
Not even sure it has the ryght number,
Friends passing me by seems 2 make me wonder,
How many more winters I'll see how many summers,
Missed breaks mistakes all stupid blunders,
Got so many problems I just need 2 eradicate,
Let alcohol loose for juice kuhz I need that concentrate,
Everyone wants 2 say they wanna help but never participate,
Just need 2 settle down success will come around then celebrate,
I wake up 2 defeat lyke I'm sleeping head-to-toe with the enemy,
Mayne mayne this darkness in my heart is killin me,
No lights on in my brain if you feeling me,
Puppet for chaos and all for pay-offs who is wielding me,
Doubters haters friends none of them believing me,
Waiting waiting but the ride for success keeps leaving me,
Now I'm stuck here waiting for failure 2 retrieve me,
If I was knocking at your door would you receive me,
Or would you not answer like you not home deceive me,
The world doesn't need me, appealing me,
Naw I'm a joker in poker no dealing me,
Mayne I told yall that this darkness was killin me...
Ghastly

My Own Father

When I had problems I was there for help,
When I got introuble I whipped out my own dayum belt,
My friends had fathers always wondered how that felt,
Kuhz when i was growing up i was a father 2 myself,

When i was six i taught myself how 2 ride a bike,
When i got sleepy i tucked myself in at night,
When i got bullied i taught myself how 2 fight,
Being a father 2 myself never knew what wasn't right,

When i got my krush i read a book on love,
Questions about ryght and wrong i looked for guidance up above,
Father-Son day at work never knew what that was,
Oh i got all A's didn't matter no father no one 2 judge,

How 2 drive a kar hmm, i styll kan't drive stikk,
Medicine and soup these things i gave myself when i was sikk,
Fish and camping never went on those trips,
People say i have a smart mouth, i taught myself how 2 talk shyt,

Sand pits playgrounds i pushed myself on the swings,
Basketball footballi taught myself how 2 play these things,
Just wanted someone 2 look up 2 i guess those were big dreams,
I'm alive and brilliant i guess he did give me good genes,

Teach me about respect and how 2 treat a women don't bother,
Raised myself all alone and my lil brother,
Nope never had a son, never had a daughter,
But you know what for the past 21 years I have been my own FATHER!!
-Ghastly

Piece for My Dad

R.I.P. David T. Hampton I (My Father)

Whoever he is he took what wasn't his,
He took him from his wife and his kids,
my dad gone for life lyke he is doing a bid,
I styll remember all the nights spent at his krib,
Now I got nuthin 2 look up 2, I believed in u,
Snatched away my dreams, they will never kome true,
If he is real then this whole tyme he knew,
Styll let it happen, what kould you do,
I question him, how kould he do that 2 my mom,
Fukk that how kould you do me wrong,
Let my dad go lyke a played owt song,
He was changing, our relationship was looking bright,
Now he gone 7 years later shyt styll not ryght
If that's konsidered right then forget right, I might
Just say forget the world 2night,
Bang bang I'm gone extinguish my light,
No more dominik erase his life,
Where's the reset button,
Fingertips on it, I'm touchin,
Sign me up from the heaven or hell luncheon,
I'm gone its over no need for fussin,
I'm kursing 2 the sky hands held high,
Yellin over and over, how u let him DIE!!
How kould let him go, didn't u hear my skream,
I'll never get 2 play on a father-son softball team,
He died from a dayum 9mm magazine,
I was so innocent I was barely a teen,
He was my angel he had me under his wing,
Welp he gone, now listen 2 the fat lady sing,
-Ghastly Domo

Do Ghost have Hearts??

Thoughts about my Battles with Love...

She kalled me her love advancement,
She an email I'm just another attachment,
She smiled kuhz she knew I was rappin,
She was with my friend b4 I knew what was happening,
When I see him he always laughing,
My heart and mind u knew they were krashin,
Sidekikk chikk tmobile no service and,
They in my mini feed just publishing,
Kall me a fool for rushing in,
Now I'm drinking my sorrows away just stumbling,
Huddle in, not trynna settle in,
All girls I'm punishing,
Its all yo fault for ruining,
My soul my heart my tranquility,
Kant stand a bytch look what u did 2 me,
Women and me got so much history,
But its all styll a mystery,
Through all the sorrow and misery,
U dictate my heart lyke a tyranny,

i hear my heart beat in my head,
i got love on my mind,
but not this tyme, please let love leave,
kant see my heart thats y i wear no sleeves,
love seems 2 weaken my knees,
what kould it be, y is it so nosey,
asleep in my bed makes it self cosy,
dont know why it chose me, am i its only,
person,
who runs from love, dont sit there and judge,
i never choose it i pikk none of the above,
kant skrub, it wont budge, no matter how long you sit in that tub,
Love seems 2 do what it wants,
leaves you now and komes bakk in a month,
even when im laying down it will make my ass jump,
never had acne but plenty of love bumps,
Not the type 2 be krazy watch me perform a love stunt,
Love sniffed me owt it went on a heart hunt,
im addikted 2 that love junk, bag it up throw it in a trunk,
trynna get rid of it, im skared you kan kall me a punk,
me and love im so dayum done, sorrow love's son,
Im just a step dad i kould never be number one,
0-2 im a loozer, but if i didnt find love then who WON??
-Ghastly Domo