Darkness

I think about more than I speak but I forget,
Holding back thoughts makes me regret,
2 say the thoughts that I had kept,
From the world,
Now I feel lost lyke I missed a step,
Stumbling thru my life with 2 eyes but blind,
Faster than the wind watches for the win but I'm running out of time,
Waiting for success 2 kall my number but no sure if I'm in the ryght line,
Not even sure it has the ryght number,
Friends passing me by seems 2 make me wonder,
How many more winters I'll see how many summers,
Missed breaks mistakes all stupid blunders,
Got so many problems I just need 2 eradicate,
Let alcohol loose for juice kuhz I need that concentrate,
Everyone wants 2 say they wanna help but never participate,
Just need 2 settle down success will come around then celebrate,
I wake up 2 defeat lyke I'm sleeping head-to-toe with the enemy,
Mayne mayne this darkness in my heart is killin me,
No lights on in my brain if you feeling me,
Puppet for chaos and all for pay-offs who is wielding me,
Doubters haters friends none of them believing me,
Waiting waiting but the ride for success keeps leaving me,
Now I'm stuck here waiting for failure 2 retrieve me,
If I was knocking at your door would you receive me,
Or would you not answer like you not home deceive me,
The world doesn't need me, appealing me,
Naw I'm a joker in poker no dealing me,
Mayne I told yall that this darkness was killin me...
Ghastly

Unthinkable

Yo what's up Ma,
Not from new york but I kould be for u ma,
Future girlie got me grinning ma,
Do anything for u, got me out here stealing ma,
Holding hands we just chillen ma,
Just a youngster got me thinking about children ma,
And that's love that you feeling ma,
But I found out you were double dealing ma,
Playing the game u was killin ma,
Aint no rooms for third wheeling ma,
Making me wanna do the unthinkable jump off a building ma,
But I didn't my heart did tho now its dead,
I wood be blue if I wasn't so kovered in red,
Got me staring at yo side of the bed,
Its 2 perfect is what everyone said,
Living the depressed life with no heart,
U stole it now I spend my nites and days sitting in the dark,
Drunk by noon I feel lyke my soul was torn apart,
My feelings for you were off the charts,
What's worse is my saying they told me so,
Even in the summer time my hearts so kold,
Icebox there fa sho, all bekuz u turned out 2 be a hoe...
Ghastly