My World on My Shoulders

I grew up at the bottom of the bottoms,
Slums ghettos Hood whatever y'all call em,
Way down Where the slime of the earth stay crawling,
Hard to make It to the top when your world always falling, around you violence surrounds you life astounds you,
To live and die in LA profound you??
Mind boggling scenes of drive bys at three,
Just hanging from the monkey bars and they almost shot me,
Moved to Kompton and it got even worse how kould this be,
Walks to the bus stop head kould be blown off shit is crazy,
But bullets don't have names on them don't matter you a grown ass man or brendas baby,
Where my dad to save me Oh he out at sea somewhere in the navy,
Step by step I do this for my Hood,
I represent the good,
I do it for my friends family,
Do it not kuhz they asked me,
Hero in the shadows that's why they kall me ghastly,
Kompton kompton I got my world on my shoulders,
Heavier than a thousand boulders,
I do it for the youth I'ma carry it til I grow older,
My world on my shoulders,
First grade put me in the bad klass kuhz I stole something,
Only bad ass kid with a sweater vest on ain't that something,
Then i won the spelling be just had to show em something,
Like I owed them something,
Tried to skip me several times put me in advance classes like that's where we want him,
Prodigy child future lawyer politician choices they give him,
Straight A's all the way to high school and he a Christian,
He's perfect there's nothing missing,
Restore order to Kompton was his mission,
But he's hurt he's mentally limping,
How will he ever still hold a world up??
Its not like he kan just ask for help he gotta look tough,
Young eastie nigga evolved into an afrikan king,
Young black man with change the world dreams,
Change the world not teams,
He ain't no lebron James he Kobe working on his sixth ring,
Yeah that's his dreams but they being kut at the seams,
How kould one city put so much pressure on one man,
Yeah he failed us y'all what did you expect him to make one stand, dayum
Just give em a chance,
Just look he at his Superman stance,
Everything he do is skeptical everything he does is imaginable,
Everything he do now every little two step every move that looks like a Superman dance,
He is responsible,
Now that's a lot of weight on this young mans heart,
That's a lot weight in this young mans back
Where does this young man start,
I think he already did he kant see the finish line but this young man kan never go back,
That's a fact and that's that, every night I go to sleep with the world on my back,
Like its tatted in my skin,
If this is the case is carrying the world a sin??
Kuhz it seems like everyone is after him,
Why wish for somebody else's life to end??

uncatchable

Uncatchable
I don't try hard enough I don't try hard enough everything I do is mpossible I Go week after week doing the impossible women will never understand the shit I go thru Just to be with you Women have it easy sitting back waiting for the man to find them do you know how many men I have to beat to get to you I profess my love And I'm seen as just another nigga who has a krush on you Me on the other hand its like competing for an Olympic gold medal
You will never know what its like to be a man searching for that soul mate let alone me searching Every blue moon a girl that I happen to like likes me back but either way I still may never find the one I have to settle for whoever is catching the bait Im throwing while you wait and get caught by some hot shot but the poor man who kant afford to get next to you fuck what's a normal Guy like me supposed to do??

Darkness

I think about more than I speak but I forget,
Holding back thoughts makes me regret,
2 say the thoughts that I had kept,
From the world,
Now I feel lost lyke I missed a step,
Stumbling thru my life with 2 eyes but blind,
Faster than the wind watches for the win but I'm running out of time,
Waiting for success 2 kall my number but no sure if I'm in the ryght line,
Not even sure it has the ryght number,
Friends passing me by seems 2 make me wonder,
How many more winters I'll see how many summers,
Missed breaks mistakes all stupid blunders,
Got so many problems I just need 2 eradicate,
Let alcohol loose for juice kuhz I need that concentrate,
Everyone wants 2 say they wanna help but never participate,
Just need 2 settle down success will come around then celebrate,
I wake up 2 defeat lyke I'm sleeping head-to-toe with the enemy,
Mayne mayne this darkness in my heart is killin me,
No lights on in my brain if you feeling me,
Puppet for chaos and all for pay-offs who is wielding me,
Doubters haters friends none of them believing me,
Waiting waiting but the ride for success keeps leaving me,
Now I'm stuck here waiting for failure 2 retrieve me,
If I was knocking at your door would you receive me,
Or would you not answer like you not home deceive me,
The world doesn't need me, appealing me,
Naw I'm a joker in poker no dealing me,
Mayne I told yall that this darkness was killin me...
Ghastly

Unthinkable

Yo what's up Ma,
Not from new york but I kould be for u ma,
Future girlie got me grinning ma,
Do anything for u, got me out here stealing ma,
Holding hands we just chillen ma,
Just a youngster got me thinking about children ma,
And that's love that you feeling ma,
But I found out you were double dealing ma,
Playing the game u was killin ma,
Aint no rooms for third wheeling ma,
Making me wanna do the unthinkable jump off a building ma,
But I didn't my heart did tho now its dead,
I wood be blue if I wasn't so kovered in red,
Got me staring at yo side of the bed,
Its 2 perfect is what everyone said,
Living the depressed life with no heart,
U stole it now I spend my nites and days sitting in the dark,
Drunk by noon I feel lyke my soul was torn apart,
My feelings for you were off the charts,
What's worse is my saying they told me so,
Even in the summer time my hearts so kold,
Icebox there fa sho, all bekuz u turned out 2 be a hoe...
Ghastly

Erase Her

When you fuck friends
then they fuck yo friends
it never ends, its a circle
and u got a circle of fuck it friends,
and now you no longer fuck with them,
Fuckin women,
Grin akross my face,
As I see her walk into my place,
But she not there 2 mess with me fuckin disgrace,
And its always an excuse a reason I listen 2 her plead her kase,
Either way its yo decision so this talk is a fuckin waste,
She rejected me, left me,
I thought she would forever love ghastly,
For a point in life we were happy,
But then she met my friends and things changed drastically,
She fell for his tired game,
I guess some yamps just have no shame,
Now I want 2 erase her use the back of my pencil,
Someone go in steal her memory from my fuckin mental,

I want 2 erase her,
Her fuckin life,
Those fuckin types,
Texting me at fuckin nite,
This bitch,
I erase her messages,
that she sent,
Now she krying she making me promises,
2 stop this shyt,
I just wish, she wood vanish,
Lyke fuckin light,
So where's the switch,
Maybe this is a dream a nightmare,
Whoever the architect made it elaborate,
I'm stuck in limbo styll waiting on my fuckin kick,

I said imma see ya, is that a tear,
I'm about 2 apparate that means disappear,
I don't answer her kalls don't follow her no more,
Don't facebook me chat me don't poke me fuckin slur,
She the chalk on my blackboard,
Where's the eraser, I need 2 even the skore,
My heart was a piggy jar,
She broke it with a hammer,
Punctured it with a straw,
Lyke in a kool aid jammer,
Put a arrow thru my heart but she not Cupid,
Sitting alone in the dark feeling fuckin stupid,
The shyt she put me thru got me ready 2 fuckin lose it,
My friends knew didn't tell me scandalous just left me clueless,
Now I wish I kould Mase her, leave and just replace her,
Destroy her pictures I kant face her,
All this work she put me thru where's my eraser so I kan erase her.
Chea!! Ghastly!!

Free Domo (Free Mason Remix)

I feel lyke a slave, never been a rich nygga,
Will I live thru the day?? pigs kould pull the trigga,
We a lost people, our culture is centuries old,
Minds are lethal, responsible for the shyt they sold,
Ignorance is crazy they here 2 attack,
Death smiles at us all so I smile back,
I got so many thoughts don't expect me 2 hold,
Community conditions the world is so cold,
I kant fail, this is my tale,
Tea Party members they want me 2 kill, lyke what's the deal??
Uhh this is so simple, flow aimed at the hate lyke a missile,
Free Domo, Kure Kancer,
No Spaceship, no blasters,
I did have a father but yes I am a bastard,
Lost my faith I guess I need a Pastor,
No time for dinner no sleep for winners,
No regret for me I guess I speak for the sinners,
Slave expansion, forced upon us was God,
Feel lyke slave days you sure this is a paying job,
Accepted in2 college I guess u made it, nygga
Only kuhz your black is how they played it, nygga
So they hitting LA next,
Things got dangerous so I'm hitting LAX,
So, so I L-A-X-ed Let's All Exit and rejoice with the best,
Somone once told me I wouldn't amount anything,
Now no amount is 2 hi, I kan do anything,

Chorus
I feel lyke a slave, never been a rich nygga,
Will I live thru the day?? pigs kould pull the trigga,
Started in Afrika now we worldwide,
The cause put in2 action will never die,
(Repeat)

Verse 2
Pilgrims kouldn't do nothing with me they put the pigs on me,
Lil man in the game they put the bigs on me,
Rumors of dropping, They thought I was dust,
But I'm still here 2 they surprise kick my leg up,
haters fear me, if u hate ghastly,
Just say you hate me,
Fuck all this hater mail, I'm not in jail,
This is destiny steering,
I failed another klass, and yall nyggas cheering,
He who is perfect shall tell me I'm wrong,
Our problems are bigger, so big they need clearance,
Bro I said I was a drinker, not that I'm a drink her,
These thoughts u need 2 drink up,
Amazed at the fact that I'm a thinker,
Family and friends I would have never made it without them,
10 shots later and nobody wins,
Bruises on my skin shows I've been thru thick and thin,
Yamps please stop, I'm on my 4th year but a rapist I'm not,
My Kappa piece blooded I dare you 2 kut it,
Keep your eyes off my prize you basic motherfuckers,
Its Ghastly Just Say You Love It!!
CHEA!!

Black Not a Kolor but a Passion

And I wonder if you know, I think being Black is my passion,
Everyday it's something new bringing new action,
We don't have time 2 sit back relaxing,
Eyes closed remembering about what happened,
walking down Bruin walk I hate this heat,
Naw it's not that, I hate UCLA under my feet,
This klass is about Europeans, welp I'm sleep,
These instituitions are the ones running the streets,
Ignorance spilling thru these students teeth,

Old white lady out front teaching me about history,
It's a mystery,
This passion is rooted all the way in the past like an oak tree,
Passionate about educating people who don't know me,
How are you going to teach me when you can't see,
If you kould see, you would know, that I'm no foe,
Like trying to beat a computer at tic-tac-toe,
It's just impossible,

Black people are always held responsible,
ALl these random facts are intangible,
And according to my estimation,
White people are the minority of this nation,
Racism in the US will never see eradication,
Self-empowerment is how I bring the man humiliation,
That's why I must march, protest,strike,
Eclectic group of demonstrations,

Just trying stop fumingating, of my people,
I'm justwondering when will racism be illegall??
Why is slavery still legal??

Noose bin a tree these are not rare cases,
If the sun shines at them then its racists,
Can't shine on them and our faces,
Well we ignorant people in smart places,
Chancellor doesn't realize that its more than one race, its races,
I got a questions is it still racism??

White overseers the presidents, chairpersons are clueless,
To the Black Movement, powering us move us,
Well the truth is, life is ruthless, To walk around blind us is foolish,
White slave owners chancelllors still ruling,
Racism at UCSD no redoing,
Now when I educate your mouth wide drooling,
Put in the work I know its grueling,
Afrika running thru my blood I'm choosing,

So from now on its no more excuses,
Well now you know my passion so pnder that DEUCES!!